It's Sad ?

It's Sad ?

September 24, 2012   Tau ah Gelap,

Bright eyed and optimistic,
You begin life without a clue.
Without worry or inhibition,
You believe your dreams will come true.
Never doubting or apprehensive,
You'll live a fairy tale life.
But now at 40, with two children,
You think something hasn't gone right.

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Letter To My Future Love

Letter To My Future Love

September 16, 2012   CURAMOR, Mapati, Semacam Kenangan, Tau ah Gelap,

Hey Future Love,

I didn’t know how to start this letter
Dear, or hello, couldn’t decide which sound better.
I went for the informal because I’m not trying to impress
Try to make it laid back so there’s no need to stress.
I know I don’t know your name—but someday I hope
We’ll meet on the street and no longer be alone.
Sometimes I gaze up at the stars and imagine how it will be—
Where will it happen? Will you just turn and look at me?
Will we discover the meaning of “love at first sight?”
Perhaps it will take one or two nights—
Laying out under the stars and discovering the mysteries
Asking questions that have eluded the minds of many for centuries.
Maybe it will be our laughter that floats in the air—
That makes us turn in the right direction, at that moment, right there.
Our eyes will meet, and it will be just like in a movie
We’ll smile at each other, and you’ll ask me out for a cup of coffee.
Oh the possibilities, they haunt me in my sleep
All the secrets I want to share but for now I keep.
Each poem I write makes me somehow feel closer to you
Based on emotions that I know to be true.
When life gets me down, I look up at the night sky
For a long moment, I’m silent but eventually I’ll sigh—
Someday we’ll meet, and it’ll be like we had never been apart
Because you know when you’ve found the one
That completes your heart.

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Utopie

Utopie

September 01, 2012  

I want to go to a place where happiness resides, where I can sit in the white sand, and listen to the gentle tide.

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